Phone kept ringing all day long while I was working, with someone. Couldn’t sit and work, but had to get so many “happy birthday” phone calls.
Oh, Thanks again – for those who called.
Then i went to my parents house.
Then i went to the gym (late)
Then i got back home at around 00:20
Then i sat here for an our instead of going to the shower.
Now (1:30), i’ll click on “Post” then go to the shower.
As far as i can tell, i’ll come back here and still won’t go to sleep but instead to something for another hour..
Will you wonder if tommorow’s post will be titles : “Tired !” ???

I feel this day, the day of my birth, was a whole big waste of time.

And telling you that i feel it’s just a reflection of my life won’t help.

28 wasted, 92 to go.

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12 Responses to Blah.

  1. Lechuck2k says:

    Suicide is painless, it brings on many changes,
    And you can take or leave it if you please… :)

    You should try to get happy pills… seem to have helped a lot of people feeling the same.

    • SoundGuy says:

      are you suggesting i re-watch M*A*S*H ?
      havn’t seen that show in years.

      also, i don’t need happy pills. I don’t want artificial happiness, nor an artificial life.
      I’ll have World of Warcraft for that.

      for now, i’ll keep using my blog as my anger & depression outlet.

      fear, aggression, depression, hate, the dark side they are.
      and fear is the path to the dark side. fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate. hate leads to suffering.

      • firecat says:

        fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to fear, no wait, how doesn’t it go? nevermind. first you take the women than you take the cash…

      • Anonymous says:

        sounds like you’re either chemicly imbalanced in the brain or livin in an unhappy inviroument…

        chemeically imbalanced sometimes has to do w/ was you put in your body, which might be effected by what you eat….so you can change wht you eat…

        if your life inviroument is unhappy- change it.

        change is th solution, than.


        • SoundGuy says:

          Unfortunately, change often requires compromise, and i’ve already made some compromises in my life, some of which got me where i am.

          i’m not sure now is the right time for some kinds of changes that are required from me.

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