Blah.

Phone kept ringing all day long while I was working, with someone. Couldn’t sit and work, but had to get so many “happy birthday” phone calls.
Oh, Thanks again – for those who called.
Then i went to my parents house.
Then i went to the gym (late)
Then i got back home at around 00:20
Then i sat here for an our instead of going to the shower.
Now (1:30), i’ll click on “Post” then go to the shower.
As far as i can tell, i’ll come back here and still won’t go to sleep but instead to something for another hour..
Will you wonder if tommorow’s post will be titles : “Tired !” ???

I feel this day, the day of my birth, was a whole big waste of time.

And telling you that i feel it’s just a reflection of my life won’t help.

28 wasted, 92 to go.

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12 Responses to Blah.

  1. Lechuck2k says:

    Suicide is painless, it brings on many changes,
    And you can take or leave it if you please… :)

    You should try to get happy pills… seem to have helped a lot of people feeling the same.

    • SoundGuy says:

      are you suggesting i re-watch M*A*S*H ?
      havn’t seen that show in years.

      also, i don’t need happy pills. I don’t want artificial happiness, nor an artificial life.
      I’ll have World of Warcraft for that.

      for now, i’ll keep using my blog as my anger & depression outlet.

      remember:
      fear, aggression, depression, hate, the dark side they are.
      and fear is the path to the dark side. fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate. hate leads to suffering.

      • firecat says:

        fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to fear, no wait, how doesn’t it go? nevermind. first you take the women than you take the cash…

      • Anonymous says:

        sounds like you’re either chemicly imbalanced in the brain or livin in an unhappy inviroument…

        chemeically imbalanced sometimes has to do w/ was you put in your body, which might be effected by what you eat….so you can change wht you eat…

        if your life inviroument is unhappy- change it.

        change is th solution, than.

        goodday!

        • SoundGuy says:

          Unfortunately, change often requires compromise, and i’ve already made some compromises in my life, some of which got me where i am.

          i’m not sure now is the right time for some kinds of changes that are required from me.

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